Warning: This is just a dream that I had last night, but it’s one I didn’t want to wake up from. It’s extremely detailed and is much more different than any other i’ve had. It’s very very long, and I’m sorry in advance ^_^’
I dreamt that I was a crucial part of some organization plotting to stop evil.
In the dream I was an ordinary human. I couldnt figure out why they chose me as part of this team against evil if i was just regular. All I wanted to do was go home.
Then HE came along. Honestly, he was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen. He was one of my teammates….never gave me his name, but somehow i had feelings for him instantly. This guy, dressed in all black with dark hair and eyes…was a goddamn vampire. Let me repeat that: he was a VAMPIRE.
To be in this organization, I had to choose what powers I wanted, but they had to come from one of the already existing members. I didn’t care what the other’s powers were, I was more attracted to the vampire and his charm.
(There were 2 other ppl on the team. A beautiful girl with white hair. She controlled the movement of water and turned whatever she wanted into ice. The other was girl also. Her speed and agility surpassed anything I’ve ever seen! She can jump and scale buildings like it was nothing. It was awesome!!)
Anyway, when I was asked to pick the power I wanted…I just glanced over to the vampire. He already knew lol
It was the best feeling in the world. The only thing I was nervous about was the fact that he had to traditionally bite my neck. I knew it would hurt a lot, but fuck….he was so damn good looking.
Before he could take a step towards me, the building we were in had completely combusted into flames.
The explosion had me deaf for minutes. I didn’t know what was happening…I started running.
I was by myself at this point, everyone had disappeared on me. I ran into the street and hid behind an old pick up truck. It was dark out and I started panicking. No street lights, no houses. Just trees that were engulfed in flames. Thankfully, that was just enough light for me to walk down the road…hopefully to find a safer hiding spot. I was limping…I actually felt the pain.
The further I got from the wreck, the darker it became. Eventually…I came across an abandoned factory building. At this point, I could care less about ghosts and wild animals when I just rendezvoused with 3 superhumans.
I walked inside. I heard drops of water echo throughout the entire building. The roof had been collapsed, so the moonlight shown onto this massive pool in the middle of the factory. Maybe it had been an old gym of some sort…idk.
What intrigued me, however, was that in the back of the building…there was a giant lake. I stood at the edge and stared into the water.
It was calm outside. I turned around to go find a hiding place inside the building…and there he was.
OmFREAKINGgosh. I seriously can’t explain to you how perfect this guy was. Its not even like he looked amazing (although he did) but his presence had me beside myself. His fucking presence had my body shaking.
I asked him what happened. He gave me a brief explanation. The evil tried to destroy us with the explosion. While I ran off, the others tried to fight…but failed.
The ice girl was captured…and the agility girl was dead. He left the fight just to find me.
I told him I just wanted to go home, I don’t know what I’m doing. He just looked at me and said “you don’t understand how important you are.”
It freaked me out, but after a quick discussion and me boggling over his lips….I finally decided to let him bite me.
He stepped close to me and whispered in my ear “You need to be near death before I do this.”…
I stared at him and tried to ask what he meant, but before I could finish my question, he just said “trust me”…and shoved me into the lake.
I injured my leg pretty bad in the explosion, so I couldn’t swim. The water was freezing cold and I kept sinking. The lake was much deeper than I imagined. Much much deeper. I started freaking out. My air was running low, I was kicking and punching the water around me. The lower I sank, the more my chest started to cave in. I felt blood rushing to my head and tears forced their way out of my eyes.
(I have never felt anything more real, it scared me)
As much as it hurt, I just closed my eyes and tried to accept the fact that I was gonna die. The back of my eyelids were colorful and burst with more color everytime my heart pounded. I was about to die.
I accepted it…and let my body go. I was fading in and out and before I let out the only air left in me, I felt him dive into the water. I opened one eye (That’s all I had strength for) and saw him darting towards me. As soon as he was in my reach, he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulled me to his body, and placed his mouth on my neck. I thought vampires were supposed to be as cold as ice, but he was warmer than anything i’d imagined. I only felt his mouth, he didn’t bite me yet…he was waiting for the very last second of my life.
I tried to hold in that last breath of air…I didn’t want his lips to leave my skin…but my body forced it out. Immediately after, my lungs begged for air, my body instinctively tried to breath in, but it only got water. Once the water hit my lungs, his teeth sunk into my neck. Into the veins that were rapidly pulsing with my heart.
I felt colder and colder, but in the warmest way. I can’t explain it.
The pain was greater than I thought. It hurt so so so much. I would have rathered drown then let him bite me if I knew it would feel like that.
He was clenched to me for about 30 seconds, though it felt like hours. Then I felt him release…I opened my eye again and just saw my blood filling the area around me. I lost consciousness for about a minute.
As soon as I started to gain life in my limbs and feeling in my face, I opened both my eyes. I was still in the water, but I was just drifting. It felt amazing.
I wasn’t worried about breathing anymore…because for some reason…I was able to breath in the water. I let myself drift in the lake and I felt better than ever.
I was there for a long time…too long infact. I started to hyperventilate. I guess I wasn’t meant to stay in the water THAT long. Eventually, HE found me at the bottom of the lake gasping for air (again). He grabbed my hand and pulled me up to the land.
I asked him what happened…and all he could say to me was “you’re not fully transformed yet, take it slow and stay by my side”. Something was wrong. I felt an eerie feeling coming from the gym, so did he.
We walked inside, clothes dripping wet. There was an odd chill in the air…and then I noticed that the entire inside of the building was coated in ice.
It was beautiful and frightening at the same time. He grabbed my hand and started running. I didn’t know what was going on until I heard a massive crash right behind me.
The white haired girl had tried to attack us, throwing sharp icicles our way. She was flying. Chasing us…while flying!
We ran and ran and eventually got away from her. Hiding behind some giant rock, the vampire looked at me and said “take this, you need it more than me”. He placed his hand on my chest and I just felt a wave of pressure being lifted from my body. I felt lighter than a feather. Before I could realize what he did, he told me that he passed our dead teammate’s agility onto me.
I was way too overwhelmed to even care anymore. All I wanted to do was kiss him…and then jump 10 miles into the air…..because I could do that.
But…He told me we had to split up. I didn’t know why, but we ended up parting ways. Him, trying to get out ice friend to join our side again…and me…me -_-. He gave me the task of finding a key item a mile away.
I can’t remember too much after this point. Just pieces.
I found the item eventually. With my agility, it only took me 10 seconds to skip a mile back to where he and the ice girl were.
I put the item in my pocket and cautiously walked into the frozen gym. I didn’t see my vampire friend…nor the ice bitch.
I walked out to the lake and saw no one. I got worried and started to scream out of frustration until I heard something in the building.
I ran inside and saw my friend with a bicycle standing at the entrance. Idk why there was a bike…but there just was. I walked up to him and he looked at me with no emotion. He proceeded to tell me that he was forced to kill the ice girl…and I felt bad for him, but at the same time I couldn’t stop staring at his face. I just wanted him to pin me against the wall…omg!!
He looked at me for a while, and at that moment I knew that something was really really odd.
Like…in all of my dreams…I’ve never felt a feeling like that before.
This is going to sound so stupid and silly, but he fell in love with me. Ug. Idk how to describe it. This guy that I’ve only known for a few hours was destined to be mine forever. I felt that when he looked at me and when he bit my neck.
I’m not a fan of twilight, and I hate True Blood…so it’s not like I’m influenced by these imaginary creatures in real life. This dream felt so real…and when I woke up, I had a feeling that whoever this vampire is…he has to meet me soon in reality. Obviously not as a vampire. He probably won’t even look the same, but it’s that feeling that’s gonna find me eventually.
When coming to the realization that nothing lasts, nothing stays the same, things possibly change for the worse…it hurts.
A lot of things hurt, but we heal.
Processes like this take time, more time than we’d care to think. It strikes our hearts—-and we cry every second through this process, but it’s necessary.
Crying is the most beautiful thing someone can do. It’s an emotion produced from the core of your soul. It’s something so raw and so passionate and it’s just what everybody needs to do from time to time. Crying isn’t weak.
Allowing yourself to show such vulnerability and surrendering every ounce of your being, knowing you can’t hold the weight of the world on your shoulders…it’s a pure feeling.
Overwhelmed, under-appreciated, alone. These feelings occur in everyone.
These things happen and they happen for a reason.
Nothing stays the same, and I know that not everything lasts forever.
The most we can do is hope and dream and cry and laugh.