People always say that there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.
Where is my light?
There’s something weird about me.
The months that have passed, I’ve taken the smallest glimpse inside my heart and found something no one knows. Something not even I knew. It scared me.
I keep trying to explain to people that I’m different. I’m really different. I’m meant for something. I don’t know what it is, but…I’m certainly meant for something.
I’m talking crazy, but i feel so strongly about this, I’ll fight anyone.
About that light. Where the hell is it? Where’s my silver lining?
Odds are always against me.
I literally have no more motivation or dignity in myself. That needs to rebuild over time.
Until then, I’ll stay at my shitty job in this shitty city and plot to destroy my inner negatives.